Hello..
I am back after 2 long weeks in NS!!! well..really too much things to say here cos many things had happen inside camp for the whole 2 weeks..ard the first 3 days i kept crying..the second day i cried cos i lost my wallet and i miss my mum..alpha.. friends and everyone but of course the following days passes inside i still got cried sometimes silently even when marching too..i think a lot about wad had happen outside and of course i met quite a lot of nice ppl inside camp haha..and everytime when before lights off inside camp i see my bunk mates chattin wth their girlfriends i felt envy and jealous though..but since i am in army now i dun really wish to have girlfriend cos..if i had 1 i scared i might ruin her future and everything and i only can come out 2 days per week so i dun think i have a need of gettin 1 haha..and sometimes while sweeping floor at first floor is my favourite cos i can see outside cars and buses pass by..when i see it i felt happy..u guys might think i might have gone crazy after going in NS but frankly speaking at least i get to see something different from inside camp lol..and the training inside is quite tough of course..cannot afford to do any mistake if not must do 20 push up per mistake haizzz...den yesterday book out i and my platoon mates take bus to pasir ris train station and i meet alpha at the control station when i saw him i quickly hugged him LOL! really miss him a lot after that we kept chattin with each other happily as the same old times..after that when we reach bukit gombak which is the place where we live..and guess wad? i was looking out of the MRT window all along but i cant reconize is bukit gombak! LOL and alpha was shock when i told him about it...den jus nice i was about to walk out of the train station we met hui yi and hui was shock and hug me while welcoming me back haha..she is the same old siao char bor i used to know after that i went home..when i reach home my mum was not in den my auntie help me heat up the food let me eat..while eating i felt like is been like ages i never go home le..the feeling is very good and comfortable..after a while my mum reach home and i hugged her..really miss her a lot a lot...hmm..is like everything and feelings start to flowing back to me..i never felt dis way before in my life...after a while i went to check on my blog tag and i saw angela talking about something happen between she and alpha..i knew it something will happen to both of dem while i am in camp haizz..and i heard from alpha that angela jus got herself a boyfriend but less den 2 weeks broke off le..i was like shock cos is like the relationship ended so fast..and i guess she is feeling very sad now haizz..den jus now earlier on went to play lan games with alpha,evon and samuel..is been like 2 weeks i never get to play any games but jus now when i playing with dem i felt more happy den last time though which i dun know why..i slowly cherish time i had with my mum,family and frens..cos i dun really wish to waste any time anymore le..den after lan games i and alpha went for some basketball..but is not really dat fun..the fun part is talking with my other frens at the basketball court..hmm..back to angela's case..well..somethings in ur life especially R/S thingy it comes by and goes off really fast at times..so angela..i hope u dun wait for the guy..not because about wasting ur youth or anything its jus not worth it..in life there are still many things waiting for u to do..though i dun have any girl i love or admire..but i still happy cos in life the most important emotion a human needs is feeling happy and not always sad everytime..haizz tomoro so fast must book in camp again le..but dis time better cos is 1 week book out 2 days..like dis i still can take it lols...and 1 last thing to mention here is thank u for everyone welcoming me back and waiting for me.. :)
posted at [9:05 AM]
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