I have too much things to say in this post i guess..first thing..Angela gave me a chance and gave her ownself a chance to stead with me and try out..yesterday my birthday we went together as stead..but i know she don't even have feelings for me..while we taking train to orchard..i kept hugging her tightly in my arms..when we finally reached..we went for abit shopping and while shopping i kept holding on to her hand..after that we went to burger king and eat(thx for treating me eat angela) and we kept laughing and chattin very happily den i requested that we proceed to plaza singapura..as usual we do some window shopping and chattin happily along the way..after that she say she quite tired and wanted to go home..so i offered to send her home..while taking the train she suddenlly sleep on my chest and i sleep beside her too..in actual fact when we go out..i kept taking out my phone and see the time..i told her that i kept doing it because i wish that time will stop at the moment but i know i will be jus lying to myself cos it will never happen..when i reached her hse we kept chattin with each other..she told me she's sorry that she jus not prepared to love someone..i cried..and she hug me and say she didnt meant to hurt me..i told her that i cried is nt because u hurt me is becuase i am scared u might feel sad everytime without any guy that truly loves u..and i didnt mean to make u cry too..its jus i wanted to say out wad is in my heart...you don't have to love me now..but i can love and take care of u whenever u need me..you don't have to be like last time where u have to love a guy which don't love u and makes u hurt everytime..i promised u that u will never be hurt by anyone..if u really wan to make me give up loving u..i shall tell u that is not gonna work..cos i tell myself that one day u will love me..even if its jus a bit is enough to go back to that moment we had..i will be waiting at that moment we are together again as a loving couple..don forget i am still in your waiting list as the only person hor :)Labels: First and Last
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