Can't help loving you each day i wake up
Finally update my blog here since for ard 1 week plus i think..
Today i went to alpha school and play basketball but when i step into his school everyone treated me like alien sia..cos my sch uniform shirt infront is zip up de..dis shirt only Simei ITE sells it haha..den after that when alpha and his fren benny came we start warming up play basketball..got 5 other guys joined in so we deicide to play 4 vs 4 in the end i end up with 3 guys which i dun even know as a team..was thinking to be in alpha team de haizz..den 2 of the guys in my team damn show off..in the whole game i only score like 2 goals i think haha..while playing i did notice She came to sit down on the chair with her fren..but when she saw me she went off..after the bball game ended i went to a block downstairs and slack while waiting for alpha to release from school and i sms her dat i didnt saw her haizz..in actual fact i did saw her de..after that i call up 1 of my fren and chat for ard 2 hrs plus i think den jus nice going to 4 o clock i go back in clementi ITE wait for alpha den we kept chattin but..i kept mention about her dat i think she hates me ba..when we reach the bus stop while waiting for the bus alpha intro me to his classmates lols so pai seh sia..but they were nice ppl haha..and when we taking bus alpha as usual see me EMO he said he regret intro her to me..i said that is not ur fault is i am the 1 which is foolish and i dun know why i love her so much..i told alpha that i really dun wan to say i wan to giv up on her cos i dun wan to break my promise for her..i really jus wan to lie to myself dis once and last time dat she will love me one day and i know i am jus plain foolish and gamble everything..haizz thats all for today i am sorry alpha :(
To Angela,
i am sorry..i did saw u in sch today..i guess u were scared of me and u chose to walk away ba..and 1 of the msg i sended u is i wan u to be happy and dun feel so down..cos i can still hold on to u i am jus plain foolish doing as many things for u as i can and waiting for u to love me
dere is once u called my fone i am sorry i didnt pick up cos i didnt notice it but i really wan to hear u telling me ur feelings when u feel sad and down..if anything i can do for u i hope u can tell me..remember i told u dat even if is only 1% of chance u will fall me i will oso keep trying till it happens..i wont break the promise saying those words dat made u cry..and dont worry u don't have to love someone till u sad..cos i can afford to love u with all my heart even if u don't love me..Labels: what to do..
posted at [2:33 AM]
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